A Life Full of Release and Pride.
Pride is a strong alcohol that intoxicates human beings and confuses how they live and speak. Pride alcohol content is 100%. When you drink this
alcohol, you hate walking on the ground and you feel like you are flying, you feel like you are on the ground. People who drink this alcohol think that humans are miserable creatures. A person who is infected with this terrible poison is like a person who is watering like a lizard. He goes crazy like a man chasing the wind.
One day I had a conversation with a boy who was arrogantly building on the house and harassing him. He said this to me in his speech. “I don’t care about people, people are nothing to me, I have no value to give people,” he told me. Of course I was very sad. How can I be human and devalue people like that? I said once, somewhat angrily, I thoughtfully got up in the city and started looking at something.
The city we are in is full of cars, banks, beautiful buildings, large supermarkets, attractive shops, famous hotels, and restaurants. As I looked at all these thoughts, I thought that all these things are for man and that man is so lonely; I said to the boy sitting next to me, “Look at the great things in this city.
These things I considered in my mind, I considered in his mind. After looking at it, he told me that these things were so valuable. Now that you have seen all this, come, we will drive you out of the city and leave you alone. He said, “Well, man is nothing to me!” Said. In my mind I drove everyone out of this city and left this child alone.
There are many cars in town, all banks are open, restaurants and shops are open. There is no one in the city except the worthless child. He walked away from me in silence. I saw my thoughts on what he was doing in this city. He headed into the city in his mind, and I hid behind him in my mind. The city of Cir said.
As soon as the boy entered the city, he first entered the bank. There is no guard or anyone working there. A lot of money sits alone, and he took it out now that he could. He left and went to the market to buy what he wanted. When he goes, there is no one guarding the store except for humanoid figures with clothes hanging on them. He took the clothes he wanted. But he didn’t give the money, why? The Market Keeper is gone.
Now money was just a burden and it didn’t help him at all. Again he carried his money in his bag, and his clothes in his bag, and as he walked through the city he lost no one. As he walked, he felt something like hunger. All hotels are open. “Today there is money, so I have to go to a hotel I have never been to before!” He said and ran inside. When he goes, there are many interesting dishes as they are alone. But there are no hosts, no food counters. He went in himself and took what he liked and ate until he was satisfied. He drank as much as he could and was satisfied.
he took a deep breath, sat down like a stretch, “Mannow…. aunt… where did that kid who opened the tape go? Please turn on the soft music!” Said. What child is at home? We have chased someone into the river. He got up and opened his own favorite music and listened to it. It was like some kind of dream.
…As I said shillib I had a startling dream. In his dream, a man came and grabbed him. He held him until he died and held him breathless. He was saying in a choppy voice …”…U…U… Alas Maa…loo n..isn’t anyone in this… k k house…??? Please kill me…. get it off me please …. I’m dead manaaaa!” Said.
He screamed and whined in his broken voice, but there was never anyone to catch him. Like him, the man let him down. When he awoke from this dream he found himself empty of sweat, unable to breathe. When he looked inside the house; he sat in a large hotel, saw soft music singing and a bare house with no one in it. Like a tiger, he looked at the money in his bag and it was as he had put it. There are all the clothes he boug
Then he jumped up and went to the bathroom and washed his face and looked at himself in the mirror in front of him and said, He took a deep breath and said. “Oh, my prophet…!
Was the man going to kill me and take my money? No one has been found to have it from me? What is it that makes my beautiful day ugly?” He was talking to himself, looking himself in the face. He wanted to get out of this house in a hurry. He wanted to give the price of food and drink to the cashier. But no one was there, so he left without paying for the food.
He still carried money but had no place to use it. As soon as he went, he saw a beautiful building. “Enter the bedroom!” is on this building. There is a text that says. When he wants to go to the bedroom and ask, no one is there. The dormitories are as they open. He went upstairs himself and took this bedroom and put his things there, washed himself, put on the new clothes and new shoes he had bought, put his money and his bag and locked himself in his house.
When he left the house, he put on beautiful clothes and many fragrant perfumes and went on his way. It’s 11:30 pm. The sun is about to set. I walked a little down the street and wanted to have a cup of coffee. When he goes there, the woman who was making the coffee is not there. He had a little coffee suit, so he needed a lot of coffee. However, when he lost her there, he was very sad and said, “So you are multiplying!” He said, ‘It’s not.
Whether they multiply or not, there is no one in town but there are people on the ground. The fire on which the coffee was steaming was extinguished, so he went in search of coffee and returned without it. He left and went to the two edges of the city. It’s so beautiful to him. He was dressed in beautiful clothes and walked slowly with his hands in his pockets. The sun was in the west and his shadow was lengthening over the building and accompanying him.
Once when he looked beside him, he saw a shadow walking on the building, and his heart jumped in shock as if he had seen someone. “Are you my shadow that climbs the building with me?” He asked his shadow. “You’re hiding now, too, and you’ll be gone from me when this sun goes down!” He complained to her. He walked slowly down the street and as the sun went down and the ground began to darken, he returned to his bedroom.
Then on his way back he saw something that had never been seen in the city before. In the past, people went up and down at this time. Someone buys something and goes home, someone travels around town together, someone talks to each other in hotels and bars. Today this one doesn’t exist. As the boy walked away, overwhelmed with fear, something he had never seen before came in front of him. When he looks closer, it is a wolf. “What happened to the Wolf today? How do I walk around the city during the day? He was very surprised at what he saw and passed by and went to the place where he had taken the bed to stay.
When he walks down the street, everyone’s house is open. Many houses, including many people’s yards, are open. However, there is no light in all the houses. All the houses are filled with darkness. This was a question to him but he could not find the answer. Light can be seen in the distance from a few houses. The boy reached his camp and went upstairs and turned on the light and sat down. There was a Television in the house. When he gets up and opens it, no one works. Not all channels indicate that they are broadcasting. He still did not understand what was happening; however, he didn’t bother much.
He got up and started walking around the house. There is no one in the bedroom. None of the sounds of anyone, the once deafening movement of many vehicles, are visible today. The whole city was silent. All you can hear is a cool breeze that blows slowly and makes a shufffff….sound. He went outside and sat at the door listening to the wind
Once he sat down, he began to listen to himself. He would say to himself. “Now I am successful, I have the wealth I have longed for without limits. Now my room is full, now I have nothing to lose, I can choose what I wear, I can choose what I eat, I can stay where I want! I am the governor of this city, and no one will tell me why you did this. I make the laws, I enforce the laws. This city will rule as I have said, but no one’s supremacy will be seen in it. Oh, man! Did you guys bother me? You were the ones who were causing me trouble?” He talked to his officer and felt somewhat happy, somewhat superior.
Thoughtfully he dressed himself in royal robes and put on a royal crown and sat down with his feet on top of each other. While sitting, he wanted to have dinner and left this bedroom and headed to another Hotel. This hotel is located in the same area. When he got there, he was again met with something unexpected. This hotel is a large hotel that is always busy. In the past, at nine o’clock in the night, many of them would get drunk and sing.
It is twelve o’clock in the evening and bones are burning in front of the hotel. The surface of the burning bones, the lights on and off, the hotel’s female employees who looked like King Mohammed Gaddafi’s bodyguards made it impossible for anyone to pass by. The hotel looked like daytime even in the evening and no one ever got sick there in the evening.
Today, however, something new appeared there. In the past, this hotel was the first place people would call when they thought of others and wanted to have fun. Especially the staff working in the coffee shop in this hotel entertain anyone and control the emotions of many people. When you go to this place, coconuts grow and you get up in the air. It is enough to have money to go to this place. Coffee was sold here, happiness was bought.
Today, however, something strange happened to him. When the boy was here to taste his happiness, to buy his cock, what he saw shocked him. Not even the slightest flame is visible in this place, let alone the bones in front of this house that are always burning like in the evening. Let alone the women who used to wear short dresses and make the house look like a royal palace, there is no human figure in the potatoes to threaten the wolf and the wolf.
The house that used to smell is quiet. There is no burning glass today, let alone the scent of the housemaids that reminds one of the Mecca of the Muslim places of worship. When I go upstairs, the house seems to be inherited by darkness. Fear and anger overwhelmed the boy and made him dull; he was so furious! He looked for a place to turn on the light and after eating what was in the house he went back to his bedroom.
He sat at the door of his bedroom and started counting his money. He started counting so many coins that he couldn’t count them by hand. I immediately turned away and moved to the crowd. I walked away thinking I would finally see what happened to this arrogantly mad man. He continued his life in solitude. I broke away from him realizing that this loneliness, this drunkenness of pride was not what I was like the first time.
The_Start_of_Difficult_Times!
When the boy talking to me took me into a world of thought, showed me a world where there were no people, I fell in love with that world. I told him what had happened to me and he kept it as a reminder. I thought about him all day. I didn’t want to leave that world, so I thought about it again and again. The next morning, as soon as I woke up, I started thinking about something. I started thinking about how I could drive people out of this city and walk around the deserted world myself. I got up in the morning and walked down the street thinking about the world I was alone in.
#Events_that_got_my_life_because_of_my_p
The events you will read about next are events that happened to me when I lived alone and that I was looking for. It is what I sought and lost, what I became, what I experienced and what pride cost me. I am the arrogant one who is only poor and wandering apart from people by hating people and despising them. I was born in this city. He was the third child of my mother and father.
I don’t want to claim my name or where I was born because my name and I don’t match. For this part I like to call myself the Arrogant. This is the name I gave myself. The name my family gave me was a beautiful name but it was not compatible with my life and identity, so I decided to take it away from myself and approved it. The way I look at people is completely wrong. My mind is invaded by wrong attitudes.
I was born into a highly moral family, a nation that respects and honors people and bows down to its Creator. However, I don’t have a drop of water for anyone now. I have no different views on the Creator. Even though I was born into a Christian family, I have no place for this faith. When they go to church on Saturday to worship God, I put on my clothes and walk past them and have fun with my friends.
I think those who go to church are cursed. I was very angry with them in my heart. I think these guys are going there because they have nowhere to go. That’s how I lived with a distorted view for many years. Now I am twenty-five years old. When I was old enough to go to school, I went to school. As soon as I finished primary school, I went to high school with high marks, and then I went to private school with high marks again. I passed preparation with A in all subjects.
I have no place for anyone except for education, for knowledge and for anyone. I consider anyone ignorant because I have high grades in education. I have never heard of anyone saying that. If anyone wants to advise me, he takes bold insults and leaves me. If anyone tries to tell me my mistake, I will convince him that he is wrong and send him home. But in reality, I was wrong.
For this reason, I grew up thinking that not everyone was right, that I was right, that my ideas were winning, and when I grew up, I convinced myself that I wanted to study law and at least govern our region. For that reason, I decided that I should study social science when I went to high school. I completed my studies in the same way, took the national grade twelve examination with high marks and entered university to study law.
I studied law at the University of Wales for five years. I entered the University of Wales in 2002 and graduated in 2006 with a law degree. I wanted to be king myself and after I graduated I would sit in my family’s house without doing any work and prepare myself for how I should be king. I lived by reading a lot, isolating myself from many people, and approaching a few people alone. My family and everyone else knew I wanted to be king. Because this passion has grown with me since I was a child.
I read a lot of law books. I also read a lot of psychology books. I am a Christian but I have never read the Bible. I don’t think they get knowledge from the Bible. He seems to me to be an old story or a legend. When I see people carrying Bibles, I think they are making fun of them. Those who carry the Bible seem to me to be unmodern, uneducated, poor people, but they never seem to me to be the right people. That’s how I lived. I have many stories. I don’t want to talk about it for now.
1.1 Moments_When_I_Was_Alone!
Here it is forty days since everyone left me and moved out of this city because of my pride, because I am worthless to anyone. Not even my mother and father, not even any of my friends and relatives, from the youngest to the oldest, have left me without anyone left in the city. You might be able to say how can everyone leave the city for the sake of one person’s pride. However, this nation has a compelling rea
No one could be seen in the marketplace. I got up quickly and headed to my campsite. As soon as it was time to go to bed, I ate dinner and went to bed, but I couldn’t sleep. What was happening took away my sleep. Where would he get up tomorrow and go look for someone? I began to ask myself. I got up and went to the city administration and said if I could find anyone, they would let each other know what was going on. Yes, I decided to get up in the morning and go there and continued my sleep.
1.2 My_Going_to_Our_City_Administration!
As soon as I got up in the morning, I had my breakfast and went to our city hall office. When I arrive, the guards who used to fill the door are no longer visible. I went inside thinking that this thing scared me now. After that, no one refused to tell me where I was going. It is a large building; he seized the bottom and now at its last extremity he entered all its rooms and looked, but no one was found in this building. I stayed there from morning till evening.
I was expecting someone to come. Not even the shadow of a human being is visible. It has made its nest in stripes on many of the doors of the building. There are many indications that no one has ever been to this area. The mouse has eaten many papers and thrown them to the ground. Some of the boxes they put in various records were eaten by rats. Dirt from rats is visible from some of the seats they work on.
When I went to the Governor’s office and his office, I saw things I didn’t expect to see. His revolving chair turned its face away, the elbows were heavily stuffed into the seat, the papers with various texts were crowded on the chair, and his Personal Computer sat tilted on the chair. eera. When I went to his seat and got up to sit on it, there was a terrible fog.
I wanted to use the many soaps piled up there to clean the place. But he was inherited by the fog and could not use it. I used the chalk in my gym. I cleaned them in the house. I cleaned out the desk, the desk, its stand boxes, personal computers and desktops and brought the house back to life.
I cleaned up this lost oneer thing and made it look like something human was in it. I cleaned the line nest from the existing gorges. How does the blcha seat look deserted? How do rats bb in that place? How does she make a house there in line? How does the mist appear on the ruler’s throne like a red soybean in a field? I was very angry, really angry. I told myself that this was not the seat of this governor, and that it should not have been.
I’ve been cleaning up and I’m sitting there in the evening. However, I did not sit in that seat. They didn’t want to sit there because this was not their own place. I thought to myself that it is the people who put you here and I cleaned the place and left. But I convinced myself that I had to come back to this place. As soon as I got there, I made something to eat and ate it. I sat down and thought about it for a while. I fell asleep.
And what needs to be understood during the time I am like this is that nobody’s house, anybody’s yard, any car and any bank houses are locked. Everyone left their cell phones behind. None of the ones I looked at had a password. I don’t know why they did that. Existing computers do not have any devices locked. Everything is open. I have lost all of this. They have become useless to me.
If I gathered all the wealth of this city and gave it away without sparing my clothes and what I had, I would be overjoyed if I found someone. However, all of this was not possible for me. I lost a human-like creature.
Life_and_Loneliness?
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1.3 My_Going_to_Schools!
I decided to stay and go to school in the morning. I got up and had my breakfast and went from kindergarten to colleges and universities. I lost nothing that looked human after that. I lost sight of everyone from childhood to teenage years. I went to a kindergarten and decided to sit inside and relax. There are many toys in the school.
There are roller coasters, horse-drawn carriages, pendulums for children to throw back and forth, pictures taken outside the school of water ducks, weasels and wolves jumping from tree to tree, and the alphabet English faha is written.
There is no limit to what children can talk about. When I went upstairs and looked inside his house; where children sleep when they are tired and sleep on the church, where they eat and where first aid is given when they are sick. The experimental room or laboratory for the children, the place where they can take pictures and the place where they can talk is full of its equipment. I don’t tell people to leave this campus.
To be honest, I hated to leave the campus because it was so relaxing from the door to the inside. There is a playground that is neatly grassed and embarrassing to walk on with shoes. I was amazed at how beautiful and attractive he was. I realized that the current generation is learning properly. I was filled with one joy thinking that the children learning like this would expand her mind. While I went up and down to visit another, I came back to myself and was overcome with panic.
You know what shocked me? I thought between the one where there were no children and the one where there was no one. Uffff….what the hell am I doing you’re not in this beautiful place I told myself like crazy. I decided to leave several times convincing myself that I had to come to this place and keep this children’s school clean. I stayed there in the heavily foggy area and was cleaning it up until evening.
This place is a holy place. I talked to myself that this kindergarten is not a place where fog should stay, it is a place where sane children stay and therefore fog has no dignity in this place. I responded to myself and believed that I should always clean. Children are the ones who determine the future of the country.
I convinced myself that tomorrow this country would fall into their hands and their minds and lives should be kept holy. I cleaned their place and headed to my camp. I went home and thought about what I was going to eat and went to bed. I fell asleep, woke up in the morning as usual and wondered where I should be. I got a place to stay and went there.
1.4 My_Loss_from_the_Place_of_Entertainment!
This place is a crowded place so I went with my brother in the morning and sat there. There are no guards or hosts who used to walk around with bright faces before anyone sat down. I went and wiped the mist myself and sat down. Many expensive drinks lined up in the fog like summer clothes. I began to wonder what happened to man.
I didn’t even know if I was healthy now. I was confused that I was asleep and that I was really on the ground. I was stunned and lost what to say. I didn’t know who to ask for a solution. I quietly started walking up and down his yard. Overwhelmed with thought, I put my hand in my pocket and started walking up and down slowly. There is a man-made pool in the courtyard for recreation. People often chewed the water and enjoyed it. When I reached the water, it was clear. The handrail of the mill has also grown sapphi
There are many ponds and green plants in the campus, so the ground is rich in moisture. As I walked along the paved road, many snowflakes appeared. His path is cleared. When I saw all this, I realized that the cottage of mankind was far from this place. It’s been two months since I saw anyone with my own eyes. Oh, my prophet…! Oh, I’m…! I asked myself a question I couldn’t answer. I stayed there all day and it was late when I didn’t know what to do. The day I stopped going back to my camp.
If I wanted to be hungry, I would take looted food from the grocery stores where I was, eat it, pick up soft drinks and drink them and wait all day, but I stopped making food during the day. I went home as usual, made my dinner, ate and went to bed. As my thoughts began to sink, I thought about where I should go and look for someone tomorrow.
Today is the first Saturday. Tomorrow is a big Saturday. On a big Saturday, many people gather in the stadium in our city, so I decided to stay in the stadium tomorrow. As soon as I decided this, I went to sleep. As usual, I got up in the morning, made my breakfast and ate it and made my way to the stadium. When I arrived, there were no guards waiting at the stadium gate, who used to not let anyone up without an admission ticket.
The noise of the fans that used to displace people from the city is no longer heard. Not even the sound of a chick can be heard in the stadium. I went in and looked for someone. Not even a human face is visible inside. The green field is overgrown, the two goals are facing each other, many balls are caked on the edge of the field, and the running surface is as beautiful as the edge of the field.
I sat in the same place wiping the mist and started looking around. I sat for a while and got lost in thought. In the past, it was very difficult to get in at such times. The admission papers ran out and we stood there watching the Television Screen. Today, the player, the spectator, the lawyer, the coach and the fan are alone. As soon as I sat down for a while, I got off my seat and took one of the balls on the field and started playing with it. I talked and had a little fun and put him back in his place.
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